volcanic's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- yeah right. whatever I feel shitty and I can't sleep. I have to be up early in the morning to travel to a conference, so this is not good at all. Physically, I'm shattered, but my mind won't stop. It's very irritating. And it doesn't help that I'm so low right now. Once more, I feel like I'm in that interminable Groundhog Day rut of stagnancy. Nothing changes. Except me. I get older, and less pert and perky. This is such a bum deal. These are all the things I feel right now: tired, anxious, left out, boring, run down, inadequate, resentful, jealous, put-upon, unacknowledged, misunderstood, tired, nauseous, uninteresting, alienated, isolated, cold, stressed-out, lacking in fun and excitement, hard done by, poor, left on the shelf, depressed, cross, ignored, unnoticed, tearful, unmotivated, nihilistic and bored. Not pretty, eh? Fan-bloody-tastic. Not. 11:56 a.m. - 11.03.02 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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