volcanic's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- yeah, really Ahh. Tell me, at what point do you hold up your hands, admit defeat and take the dignified route out of your unhappiness? Is it when you've bitten your nails so hard that it hurts to type? Is it when you have to walk out of a film screening because it's too painful to watch anymore? Is it when you've wasted a whole day playing Spider Solitaire because it blocks it all out? Is it when you chicken out of talking to your lovahboy on the phone, feigning a waiting bath, because you don't want him to catch the break in your voice as you fight back the tears? I swear, I am THAT close to it right now... 10:35 p.m. - 12.11.02 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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